Friday, April 29, 2005

it's heaven


we did it again, and guess what? i really did enjoy him. we have the longer time with each other and i am extremely over the moon, i hope we just have more time with each other, as i noticed him getting more sentimental each time we're in each other's arms... i love the feeling which i never felt before, im more in love with him, he's such a great guy.... not when everything turns out wrong or there are some obstacles, i don't know if i can ever end up this whole thing i mean while he's very much in it just grab the opportunity, after everything, i won't be sorry with, at least i felt and experienced being with him and i can say it's really heaven that i feel.

Monday, April 25, 2005

we had a wonderful time


I had such a great time with slim, i thought he had already forgotten about me but i didn't understand that he had a hectic schedule a few weeks ago, i don't mind anymore if he spends his time to his wife and kids all i know is i had a great time if we are together, he's still the same guy i know only that i always whine when he don't give me much attention...i discover that he also got the same feelings and i am so happy.
weekend wasn't so great when my two ate's(not real) waited for me to arrive at the boon lay church and then we headed up to orchard and waited for another ate but didn't show up we ended at the lido lobby but we didn't watch movie instead went to the same place where we get to shake our booties but not so exciting as the last time, too many prostitutes around (sigh!)and we spend time watching some ugly filipino guys with their girlfriend...what the......it's ok next time we're gonna make sure everything will be ok, as graduation is approaching...we're planning the rest of our time to be great and enjoyable...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

"am i a bad sister?"


i started my morning yelling at my brother on the phone, and i realized that they already been exploiting my kindness to them, i can't stand them anymore i've been a good sister but there's always an end to all of this. i felt like i have given all the remaining of me to them, and they took the opportunity, i hope they will learned their fault, it's not that im being selfish but i have to think about my future. i still feel down until this moment and somehow i am planning to end my life about this problem, do i have to provide them their bread and butter?it is really unfair since some of them are just depending on what will come.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

"for those who believe that i am some kind of dirty woman, im so sorry to say but im just having fun with my friends and living my life to the fullest, i do believe that life is so short so i am totally into fun but clean, so to the person who post something here "shame on you" i am not fucking around ok im just being friends to people like the one in the photo and i am enjoying my digital camera when i see an interesting subject i go for it, so if you don't have anything to do just to annoy people like me, sorry but you better be fair...i am not guilty of what im doing becos there's nothing to be guilty of...to this "LORI" find something better to do and fuck off...

When I said, I needed you
You said you would always stay
It wasn't me who changed, but you
And know you've gone away
Don't you know that now you're gone
And I'm left her on my own
Then I have to follow you
And beg you to come home
You don't have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me, believe me
I can't help I love you
But believe me, I'll never tie you down
Left alone with just a memory
Life seems dead and so unreal
All that's left is loneliness
There's nothing left to feel

Monday, April 18, 2005

check out this guy
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he's so hot yesterday as i approach him to pose for my camera and he didn't disappoint me only that there are too many bitches around trying to catch his attention, ugh and there's one particular "bitch" who really get on my nerve cos she doesn't have any shame at all and in the face she grab this guy and do the dirty dance, yuck in the end she didn't got the chance to take him home ha ha ha....
one hot afternoon as soon as my class ended went straight to "crazy horse" and go banana's over the blasting sound and some hot guys around...

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

well i got the chance to date Bob a new gorgeous guy, ahemm...even though it was just a simple breakfast at mcdonalds it was awesome and he make me laugh all the way ummm, looking forward to have some more great time with him i really have a big crush on him parang meron na rin akong "kuya" but i want more than that...more than friend maybe a romantic attachments i hope....

Friday, April 08, 2005

dissapointed me kasi, nakipag flirt si slim sa kin kagabi only to realized that he had it sa kanyang jowa, di na yata mabigyan ng time tong beauty ko. alam na alam ko kung may nangyaring milagro, bakit ba kasi pinagaaksayan ko lang ng panahon tong lalaking to? in love ba ko sa kanya o ano? guwapo kasi at magaling yun siguro ang dahilan , sana makaalis na ko sa bahay nato para di na ko umaasa pa sa kanyang oras o sana meron dumating na mas grabe ang charisma kesa sa kanya.

Thursday, April 07, 2005


just chillin out and waiting for my lunch, he he. Posted by Hello

pinagtripan namin ni alice tong sunflower na plastic, oh kala nyo totoo no? medyo tunay ang itsura, ang sama pa ng post ko he he he wala talagang magawa kundi magpicturan kahit mukhang bruha sige lang, nong october to kuha sa commonwealth bahay nina alice, nagpaturo sya maggawa ng webpage at mag upload ng images . Posted by Hello

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

i saw anthony fedorovImage hosted by Photobucket.com
on tv and he completely blows my mind i always look forward for his performance every wednesday afternoon, even though simon is not really convince of his songs i believe that there are so many supporters of his will do all the way to put him on top..